Ghost Of The Northeast

I need something to believe in cause i am all that i know is real im sorting out fact from fiction and the strength of promise is all that i feel the one thing that i hold true the one thing that sets me apart from you, i refuse to live my life on crutches i wont lead myself to destruction your life is meaningless, controlled by substance you were swallowed up by the seduction the tv screens and movies flaunt, and now youre the victim (NOT FINISHED)

Disdain for the life that i lead i hate the people surrounding me familiar faces cant hide the solace i need dissconnected from reality its all the same everywhere i go this feeling will remain stuck inside of the same day in this shitty coming of age repition. no solution ive come to the conclusion i am everyone else pitiful, lifeless, peice of shit this smiling face hides the agony sick of spending my life on my knees pounding my fists into the floor screaming about my defeat i'm just killing time, until time kills me.