Ghost Of The Northeast

the mask i wear to keep the prying eyes at bay lately i feel it slipping away it slowly reveals my true face distressed and troubled, a victim of change In over my head and im in too deep among the walking dead out in the streets searching for some truth in all of your lies searching for some strength to sever these ties i cant see any reasons for to look for hope im running out of ways to cope the mask i wear is fading away the plastic front is melting off my face i cant conceal my agony. and all their mouths will run about my tragedies suicide eyes and a heavy heart too look to the future and keep pushing on i dont know where to start.

I'm at such a fucking loss Screaming at a wall that never talks I curse your name with every breath i take But youre a coward and wont show your self to me Our heavenly father show me your wrathful side Come to me and take my life Answer the only prayer i've ever said show yourself, strike me down where i stand I pray and wait for your angry hand to come from the sky and bring my pain to an end Your unconditional love i never felt i'm ready to feel the fires of hell Come send me to hell i'm ready to go I'll curse your name and you'll never show For all my sins i won't atone So i live in vain cause we're all alone

a broken man,nothing left but an empty shell hollow and bitter through and through his hands are ready to send him to hell Desperate screams, with nothing to say still searchin for something to keep him alive at the end of the day 22 years of the same old shit i dont know how much more i can take is this all that is left these hopeless years and endless heartache This burning despair is all ive come to know no one to turn to no one to call my own black hearts still beating to the same old song i bit my tounge for so long dead to me youre blind to the thought you changed lost at sea youve lost yourself and your drifting away ill say it over and over again this is all thats left