Ghost Of The Northeast

Biting Nails: Anxiety has broken me. Its like this weight on my shoulders pushing me down to my feet Stomachs in knots. and i cant properly think. Tangled like the noose i'm ready to be hung from Trapped between these 4 walls that are a constant reminder of what i should have done Take me away from here. to an island where i can be truly alone Livin in a constant fear of what i never let my eyes be shown. Constant uncertainty fucking kills me Cause i never know what tomorrow will bring all that i ask is for someone by my side but all i get is broken promises and bold face lies. Breaking my fingers cause the pain lets me know i'm still alive. Keeping me from writing anymore lines that are laced with suicide. Trapped in my own personal purgatory Spilling my fuckin guts so every one can see That this is ruining me. But no one fucking cares

1. Conduit/Catalyst: Disconnected. Let my body go numb and let it all fade away These heavy thoughts are always resurrected Every time that i see you face. I'm overcome with disgrace,shame, and hate But only for myself. I'm wrecked with disdain. I try to think back to better days But they just get washed away with the rain I want to end this constant pain. Just forget my fuckin name. Block out my fucking face. Shut me out of your mind Because i'm already dead inside You're the conduit and i'm the catalyst And there is never any resolve for this I gave my everything but it was useless I cried out for you so many times And this agony has rendered me hopeless. 2. Cold Sheets: Mind racing in the late night has ruined any chance of sleep its hard to drown out the heavy thoughts when you're all alone in between cold sheets i lie awake thinking about you by my side the thought of this turns my face white so sick to my stomach, wish i could turn back the hands of...

1. Into The Darkness.. (instrumental) 2.Destruction Of All: My eyes turn bloodshot as the hate rises to my head When i think of all the fucked up things you said I will make you regret the life that you have lead And make you wish you with nothing but dead I have so much anger deep inside my heart That i can single handedly tear this world apart Life is a cold reality that you can't escape It pushes you to your limits each and every day betrayed and stepped on, the story of my life every move i make is filled with spite. i will make you see the misery that you have given to me. you can't begin to understand what thoughts run through my mind its like a constant storm so deadly it can wipe out all mankind vivid thoughts of evil and sin, this all ends when i have my revenge. i'm obsessed with your pain i think about it every day that i wake i'm in love with this hate your spirit i will break everyday is just another closer to death the pain slow...