Melodic Style Songs.

1. Conduit/Catalyst:

Disconnected.

Let my body go numb and let it all fade away

These heavy thoughts are always resurrected

Every time that i see you face.

I'm overcome with disgrace,shame, and hate

But only for myself.

I'm wrecked with disdain.

I try to think back to better days

But they just get washed away with the rain

I want to end this constant pain.

Just forget my fuckin name.

Block out my fucking face.

Shut me out of your mind

Because i'm already dead inside

You're the conduit and i'm the catalyst

And there is never any resolve for this

I gave my everything but it was useless

I cried out for you so many times

And this agony has rendered me hopeless.

2. Cold Sheets:

Mind racing in the late night has ruined any chance of sleep

its hard to drown out the heavy thoughts when you're all alone in between cold sheets

i lie awake thinking about you by my side

the thought of this turns my face white

so sick to my stomach, wish i could turn back the hands of time

the sting of regret hits like a thorn in my side.

 3.The Long Way Home:

So hard to find meaning in anything

when everyday is filled with self loathing
every relationship  i have fails me.
9 to 5's are robbing me of 40 hours every week
is this what you call living?

i need to find a way our of here. i need an escape
move out of this glass house thats crystal clear
cause the skies are always so fucking grey

everywhere i go i see your face
and you're always staring back at me.
you wonder how i'm still alive. i wish i knew.
you're always here not far behind
no matter how far i run from you

"close your mouth and dry your eyes
you know i hate to see you cry"
well i guess thats just another lie
paved into this fucking road of long goodbyes

and thats the road i'm taking home, ill take it home
its the wrong way and its the long way
but i'll take it home.

4. Despicable Me:

Delusional. these visions help me to get by.
pretending what i have is right.
its enough to help me get through another night.
time doesnt heal. i'll have open wounds until gone.
if i could only have them sealed
i've been waiting for so long

i loathe everything that you put in front of me
how despicable i must be
for putting up with this bullshit
this used to be everything but this is it.
this is all thats left.
empty beds and head-ached heads
i never wanted any of this
i never wanted something so bad that it made me sick.

i believed everything you said. every single word
that look in your eyes is enough to let me believe that love is dead
i can only try to get my point across so many times
like a transplant thats been rejected i guess i'm just ready to die.

5. Ghost Ships:

when you passed through my fingertips
your ghost has been here ever since.
i hear you call for me you whisper my name
it haunts me constantly and ill never be the same

this is making me regret my every step
im stuck in the past and i refuse to live in the now
your skeletons are bang on your closet again
they are beggin to be let out.
beggin to speak our your sins.

you are the anchor thats tied around my waist
you leave a rusty picture indented in my skin

i cant forget the blank stare on your face

when i said i couldnt take anymore of this

you are the anchor crushing me around my waist
and i'm not strong enough to break these chains
so i'll drag you along with me
soon you will pull me under
the floor of this lake, seems like a peaceful resting place