Ghost Of The Northeast

sick and tired of saying goodbyes these dying days keep passing me by wish i could turn back the hands of time the sting of regret hits like thorns in my side i have lost everything important to me i guess it was make or break this year and ive been choking on my words and drowning in tears cause im at the point in which i will break seems like i fail no matter what choice i make, so ill sit and ill stare at these white walls til i cant see anything at all when the hands of time move so slow its hard to look in the eyes of hope so ill blind myself from what i know in order to find a way to let this go lack of sleep from all the stess they say i'm a mess from carrying caskets and burning bridges because everyone i know is fucking dead with my heart of stone im condemned to be alone this pain in my chest is beggin to be laid to rest

Coming Clean: the air is cold and i cant breathe eveything gets harder this time of year my face stings from the frigid breeze but i push on not knowing why i'm here flasbacks running through my mind traveling to places i didnt want to tread i've been hung out to dry,  i'm hangin on all the words you said stomach in knots, tangled like a noose pen in hand, but i write nothing that can soothe the skeletons in your closet are more than enough proof to sever the ties to find the truth your apologies are falling short of forgiveness and we both no you cant keep a secret so tell the world of this "tragedy" let your mouth run and tell them we weren't happy but we both no the truth i was just not good enough you not good enough. Long Goodbyes: i need to find a way our of here. i need an escape move out of this glass house thats crystal clear cause the skies are always so shade of grey everywhere i go i see your face and you're alway...

if could read between the lines you'd understand why i feel confined why ive lost the feeling of being alive why i feel so dead inside I just need a place to rest my head and lick my wounds Where i can find some solitude and sing my blues I can't take another day of this Livin a life of fighting lonliness i scratched and ripped and tried to take back everything that was stolen from me taken for granted and torn apart abandoned and left in the dark i'll be just fine on my own wherever i may roam, i'll walk alone

Open up to another chapter another sob story soaked in regret fueled by the anxieties of the things i should have done and should have said I made some choices that became mistakes and you became the price i paid Nothing lasts forever, but i'll make this worth a lifetime i always say, "i'm never gonna live this down" no matter how many times you say "its alright" this all stops here, this is where it ends no more broken hearts, no more fair weather friends hand in hand the future lies ahead i look into your smiling eyes and all those fears i forget though you might stray to chase your dreams i'll always be running right behind so turn your head look over your shoulder i won't be something you'll regret.

i need to find a way our of here. i need an escape move out of this glass house thats crystal clear cause the skies are always so shade of grey everywhere i go i see your face and you're always staring back at me. you wonder how i'm still alive. i wish i could tell you been forced in this scene so many times i had nowhere else to turn to "close your mouth and dry your eyes you know i hate to see you cry" well i guess thats just another lie paved into this fucking road of long goodbyes and thats the road i'm taking home its the wrong way and its the long way but i'll take it home. i'm letting go

Please, just let me die I can't take this heartache and sense of failure anymore Void of the feeling of love, i stand here alone My heart beats on its own circumstances I'm lost with nowhere to go My world crashes down, some stories are better left untold i have become numb cant bare the weight of the world to hold I need a safe haven, i need a home I need hope, i need you nothing ever changes, its better left unsaid.