Phases Lyrics

Coming Clean:
the air is cold and i cant breathe
eveything gets harder this time of year
my face stings from the frigid breeze
but i push on not knowing why i'm here


flasbacks running through my mind
traveling to places i didnt want to tread
i've been hung out to dry,
 i'm hangin on all the words you said


stomach in knots, tangled like a noose
pen in hand, but i write nothing that can soothe

the skeletons in your closet are more than enough proof

to sever the ties to find the truth

your apologies are falling short of forgiveness
and we both no you cant keep a secret
so tell the world of this "tragedy"
let your mouth run and tell them we weren't happy


but we both no the truth
i was just not good enough you
not good enough.


Long Goodbyes:

i need to find a way our of here. i need an escape

move out of this glass house thats crystal clear

cause the skies are always so shade of grey

everywhere i go i see your face

and you're always staring back at me.

you wonder how i'm still alive. i wish i could tell you

been forced in this scene so many times

i had nowhere else to turn to

"close your mouth and dry your eyes

you know i hate to see you cry"

well i guess thats just another lie

paved into this fucking road of long goodbyes

and thats the road i'm taking home

its the wrong way and its the long way

but i'll take it home. i'm letting go

Lost Thoughts:

Please, just let me die
I can't take this heartache and sense of failure anymore
Void of the feeling of love, i stand here alone
My heart beats on its own circumstances

I'm lost with nowhere to go

My world crashes down, some stories are better left untold
i have become numb cant bare the weight of the world to hold

I need a safe haven, i need a home
I need hope, i need you

nothing ever changes, its better left unsaid.

Chapters:

Open up to another chapter
another sob story soaked in regret
fueled by the anxieties of the things
i should have done and should have said

I made some choices that became mistakes
and you became the price i paid
Nothing lasts forever, but i'll make this worth a lifetime
i always say, "i'm never gonna live this down"
no matter how many times you say "its alright"

this all stops here, this is where it ends
no more broken hearts, no more fair weather friends
hand in hand the future lies ahead
i look into your smiling eyes and all those fears i forget

though you might stray to chase your dreams
i'll always be running right behind
so turn your head look over your shoulder
i won't be something you'll regret.

Empty Beds & Headached Heads:

I'm sick of fighting through these nights i dread
Lying awake in this empty bed
with hollow thoughts and a  headached head
Im trying to figure out why you, why you left me for dead

i was there for you in the tough times

i took your hand we were side by side

now im alone and i cant comprehend

you said this would never end

and i believed every word you said

and now im left rotting in my bed

what the fuck happened to you

My mother said my heart would cry
but i never thought id want to die
and i just cant explain this hate
the way i loathe your face
but i just cant keep away
i just cant stay the fuck away

im rotting away stuck in memories id like to erase
and that pretty face, haunts me enough to keep me awake