Domestic War - Pessimist (maybe) EP

1. Disconnected

Disdain for the life i lead, i hate the people surrounding me
Familiar faces can't hide the solace i need
i'm feeling disconnected from reality

its all the same everywhere i go the feeling remains
stuck inside the same day, in this shitty coming of age

repition, no solution, i have come to the conclusion
i am everyone else, pitiful, lifeless, piece of shit

this smiling face hides the agony
sick of spending my life on my knees
on the floor screaming of my defeat
i'm just killing time, until time kills me

2. Pessimist
From the moment of conception, we're already dying
How can you call this living, when we see our own end coming

Plagued with disease that you call life, born into a world of constant strife
Every breath i take is one closer to death, i'm drowning in a sea of worthlessness
Cause if it looks like hell and feels like hell
This must be fucking hell, i can't keep on lying to myself

Every day forced to watch ourselves wither the fuck away
This isnt cynicism this is reality

I cant take another day...

So if i die before i wake, i pray that my soul gets raped
So even in death i can feel the pain that i felt waking up every day

3. Holy Terror (maybe)
Holy terror knockin at my door
this life of hell i cant take anymore
Holy terror consuming my soul
This live of hell is all ive ever known

When reality sinks in, and every one is lost, everyones gone
ive come to realize ive been running from fate too long

i vow upon everything unholy, i follow everything not knowing
who i am or what ive come to be, deliver me into salvation

as my end draws near, silence is all i hear
(something here but i cant rememebr what)

The wrath of god im ready to be shown,
Come send me to hell im ready to go
I curse your name you'll never show
So i live in vain cause we're all alone

4. Self Immolation
And a question begs to be asked
what the fuck happened to my friends
they were on the straightened path, now beliefs once shared have met their end

Flooding their bodies with toxins, for a feeling that is temporary
Destroying their lives they once fought to protect
So you lost the will to live, you couldnt care at all
Everyone has depressors everyone is bound to fall

your foolish cop outs cant hide or justify the truth
the only person responsible for your mistake is you
You sold yourself out..

Self destruction, A failure to yourself
Self Immolation. Now purify yourself
Your failure turns to ashes along with who you were
Burn just burn, burn just burn
I'm still here, I'm still straight edge
Can you say the same?

5.


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