Ghost Of The Northeast

1. Cowards Heart, Liars Tongue: all this time, stand quiet and bite your tongue learn to love the taste of your own blood recreant you hide among.  A cheap semblance of men you claim to love.  A sheep in wolves clothing. A living breathing hypocrisy.  You've stolen every piece that makes up your identity. Egomaniac.  you're as hard as the shirt that lays upon your back.  Relying on safety in numbers to make up for the strength that you lack Surround your self with tyrants and thugs. Camouflage yourself as something you're not.  A cowards heart and a liars tongue.  I see right through your facade.  What will you do when you're faced with plight? When your bark is louder than your bite.  Call out for help but no ones in sight. What will you do to save your life. cant look them in the eyes, you fucking coward A sheep in wolves clothing.  Stripped for the pack to feed. You lived a life terrified of defeat. Ripped ...

1. To whom it may concern - I'm on the verge of collapsing All of my misfortunes laid out in front of me It feels like my foundation has been crumbling I'm slowly suffocating, Buried beneath All these songs I've been writing about the same old shit They end up trapped in notebooks, Suicide notes that are novels thick But they aren't cries for help, i haven't been sawing away at tired wrists I'm merely expressing my discontent for everything, born into world where i shouldn't exist This isn't my how a man should live Obsessed and content with his own death Struggling with thoughts of selfishness Fantasies of stepping in front of trains and dying in my sleep Spending my spare time writing my eulogy Every single line is so bittersweet all the words come oh so effortlessly. Cursed with the gift of writing words that come true But i couldnt pen a word of hope cause id be lying to myself and you Stuck to this paper is only devastatiing tru...

1. Loveless - and now it seems i'm incapable of love. a sinking feeling that keeps coming up. I try and i try to feel something inside But it seems this well has run dry, There are people and things i keep close by to help me feel less alone and help me pass the time And i've been patient in waiting for this to subside Cause a life without love is one seen through empty eyes I cant shake this feeling of being left behind No one to come home to, and empty bed to lie No longer wanted or fucking needed Used, Abused and Cheated. And its this feeling that keeps pulling me under I can't bare to feel this way any longer. My heart and my mind can never agree on the same thing I'm being unravelled, falling apart at the seams Lost and alone is what i'm desined to be fighting myself, my own worst enemy. "Unforgettable", but unloveable With this heart of stone, I am condemned to be alone And this pain in my chest, is begging to be laid to res...

When you passed through my fingertips Your ghost has stayed with me ever since Haunting me screaming out my name Never letting me rest. and so I drag these chains, with rusty scars you left me to bare Pulling this dead weight, an anchor thats been keeping me here Ive dragged you with me for far too long Screaming my contempt for you in so many songs. With every step i take, i feel the regret Of all the wasted time and every moment spent Your skeletons are banging on the closet again begging to be let out, begging to speak of your sins So i write it down and i scream out for them To anything and anyone who will listen I curse your name with every breath i take I start to feel the strength to break these chains You were an anchor tired around my waist Pulling me under to the bottom of this lake And into the darkness i watch you sink Further and further away from me. I'll never forget that blank stare on your face When i told my love was misplaced Just rememb...

1.Infection: Trapped in a cycle that we're doomed to repeat Depression like lead on our shoulders, cant stand on our own two feet This infection an impression buried deep in our minds Putting a halt to progression and repressing our lives APATHY and AGONY feelings we've come to know well indeed they say with PAIN COMES PLEASURE  and i want whats owed to me 2. Depression: When i die bury me in memories of my youth and how everything was supposed to be I know right now nothing has changed but i fear whats next in the coming days TIME IS MY ENEMY time is my enemy,  unfair adversary she watches as she waits for my final ending breaking me down to a hollow empty shell and leaving me to fucking rot in my own fucking hell. Cause ive been killing time, and shes been killing me Carelessly stabbing away at my sincerity Oh how i long, for a life of happiness to feel the warmth of love, some compassion & tenderness Ive spent the last year, erasing the past 3...

Another one down, another thing i love dying infront of me A place i thought i could call home. now seems its lost all its meaning This rooms feels empty even though its full of faces The youth is missing and the ones who remain have become jaded Eager kids have been replaced with elitist parasites Bring back the fear, bring back the rage, before their only care was hype. Am i beating a dead horse, can we bring this back to life Or are your concerns with next big thing all you have in sight Give em what they want another carbon copy with a generic sound and cliched words maybe then they'll be happy Its hard to be sincere, when no one fucking cares Closed minds standing arms folded, my words fall upon deaf ears Fuck this room and everyone in it they couldnt give a shit theyre only trying to portray an image that they dont truly represent I see past the facade, and ill salvage all that is left I'm still here i'm still screaming, i still give a shit.