Phases - The Lesser Things
1. Loveless -
and now it seems i'm incapable of love.
a sinking feeling that keeps coming up.
I try and i try to feel something inside
But it seems this well has run dry,
There are people and things i keep close by
to help me feel less alone and help me pass the time
And i've been patient in waiting for this to subside
Cause a life without love is one seen through empty eyes
I cant shake this feeling of being left behind
No one to come home to, and empty bed to lie
No longer wanted or fucking needed
Used, Abused and Cheated.
And its this feeling that keeps pulling me under
I can't bare to feel this way any longer.
My heart and my mind can never agree on the same thing
I'm being unravelled, falling apart at the seams
Lost and alone is what i'm desined to be
fighting myself, my own worst enemy.
"Unforgettable", but unloveable
With this heart of stone, I am condemned to be alone
And this pain in my chest, is begging to be laid to rest.
2. Faithless
Please tell me why i should believe
That there is something out there watching over me
When everything i had and loved was stripped from me
Leaving me naked and bleeding
Screaming for a heart thats worth beating.
How can anyone be so naive
To think that hoping and praying will bring some relief
From something that cant be seen
Something thats never showed me compassion or mercy
Its been 22 years since my father has seen or spoken to me
So tell me why i need to seek guidance from some mythical being.
I cant, and wont use that crutch.
That so many people need to keep them standing up
On the ground is where i belong
I am no better than the dirt that i walk on
In the sky i searched for some clarity
But rotting in the ground is where ill spend eternity.
3. Heartless
Thunder is calling my name
I cant keep my demons at bay
Its presence is such a deafening sound
my mood changes with the weather, and i keep falling down
This empty sky starts to change, and so do the stars in your eyes
I watch them slowly fade away, gone with the night
And i'm so sorry i cant be what you need
Im so sorry im not what i promised id be.
Black clouds hanging over me, Your tears fall like rain
Flashes of lightening, light up your face. Blank stares, i have nothing to say
So here we are. trapped inside my storm of temperament
Theres nothing i can do to soothe, no words, no sentiment.
I always knew we'd end up here. right from the start
I foresaw all the wasted time we'd spend breaking our hearts
and this leads me to believe, that the both of us have been deceived
that we never stood a chance against the tides that have been turned against me.
Your tears fall like rain, and i cant feel a thing
I hope this storm washes me away, along with my memories
"you're so fucking heartless", i guess you were right baby.
"You're so fucking heartless" Yea, I've ruined everything.
4.Lifeless
I told myself i'd end myself this year
But these words are proof that i am still here
I'm so sick of searching for something to keep me happy at the end of the day
Some days are better than others but they always end up the same
I'm constantly, desperately, Looking for distractions
Something, anything, to keep me from collapsing
I've been lying in this bed. Fantasizing holding hands with death
Nervously waiting for her to embrace me
Watch her lips pull away with my last breath
I run my fingers along her thighs
Stare deep into her eyes
They are so inviting but empty and cold.
As quickly as she came she leans in and says her goodbyes
I beg and plead for her to to stay, She smiles and says "its not your time"
I told myself that id end myself this year
But this song is proof that im still here
I'm not saying that i've turned a new leaf
I'm still rotting out on the ground waiting for someone to step all over me.
5. Hopeless.
I'm so tired of writing these songs
About the ones who have left me fucking hopeless
But its all i know, its all ill ever know, in all the pages i cant find a shred of solace.
and now it seems i'm incapable of love.
a sinking feeling that keeps coming up.
I try and i try to feel something inside
But it seems this well has run dry,
There are people and things i keep close by
to help me feel less alone and help me pass the time
And i've been patient in waiting for this to subside
Cause a life without love is one seen through empty eyes
I cant shake this feeling of being left behind
No one to come home to, and empty bed to lie
No longer wanted or fucking needed
Used, Abused and Cheated.
And its this feeling that keeps pulling me under
I can't bare to feel this way any longer.
My heart and my mind can never agree on the same thing
I'm being unravelled, falling apart at the seams
Lost and alone is what i'm desined to be
fighting myself, my own worst enemy.
"Unforgettable", but unloveable
With this heart of stone, I am condemned to be alone
And this pain in my chest, is begging to be laid to rest.
2. Faithless
Please tell me why i should believe
That there is something out there watching over me
When everything i had and loved was stripped from me
Leaving me naked and bleeding
Screaming for a heart thats worth beating.
How can anyone be so naive
To think that hoping and praying will bring some relief
From something that cant be seen
Something thats never showed me compassion or mercy
Its been 22 years since my father has seen or spoken to me
So tell me why i need to seek guidance from some mythical being.
I cant, and wont use that crutch.
That so many people need to keep them standing up
On the ground is where i belong
I am no better than the dirt that i walk on
In the sky i searched for some clarity
But rotting in the ground is where ill spend eternity.
3. Heartless
Thunder is calling my name
I cant keep my demons at bay
Its presence is such a deafening sound
my mood changes with the weather, and i keep falling down
This empty sky starts to change, and so do the stars in your eyes
I watch them slowly fade away, gone with the night
And i'm so sorry i cant be what you need
Im so sorry im not what i promised id be.
Black clouds hanging over me, Your tears fall like rain
Flashes of lightening, light up your face. Blank stares, i have nothing to say
So here we are. trapped inside my storm of temperament
Theres nothing i can do to soothe, no words, no sentiment.
I always knew we'd end up here. right from the start
I foresaw all the wasted time we'd spend breaking our hearts
and this leads me to believe, that the both of us have been deceived
that we never stood a chance against the tides that have been turned against me.
Your tears fall like rain, and i cant feel a thing
I hope this storm washes me away, along with my memories
"you're so fucking heartless", i guess you were right baby.
"You're so fucking heartless" Yea, I've ruined everything.
4.Lifeless
I told myself i'd end myself this year
But these words are proof that i am still here
I'm so sick of searching for something to keep me happy at the end of the day
Some days are better than others but they always end up the same
I'm constantly, desperately, Looking for distractions
Something, anything, to keep me from collapsing
I've been lying in this bed. Fantasizing holding hands with death
Nervously waiting for her to embrace me
Watch her lips pull away with my last breath
I run my fingers along her thighs
Stare deep into her eyes
They are so inviting but empty and cold.
As quickly as she came she leans in and says her goodbyes
I beg and plead for her to to stay, She smiles and says "its not your time"
I told myself that id end myself this year
But this song is proof that im still here
I'm not saying that i've turned a new leaf
I'm still rotting out on the ground waiting for someone to step all over me.
5. Hopeless.
I'm so tired of writing these songs
About the ones who have left me fucking hopeless
But its all i know, its all ill ever know, in all the pages i cant find a shred of solace.
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