Phases - Lone Wolf

1. No Future -
Stranded, left all alone
left with nothing but porcelain hope
and it always breaks on me, traded all my dreams for apathy

Can't quit the thoughts of losing it all
I cried for help no one answered my calls
Who will be there, to break my fall

Half hearted and broken, i have lost my soul
Poured my heart into everything thing, i have ran out of all hope
I am nothing

Losing my mind, vision is blurred
I cant see my future anymore.

2. Lone Wolf
If you could read between the lines
You'd understand why i feel confined
Why ive lost the feeling of alive
Why i feel so torn inside

I just need a place to rest my head
Somewhere i can lick my wounds
I just want some solitude so i can sing my blues
I cant take another day of this, living a life fighting emptiness
cause ive scratached and ive ripped and ive tried to take
back everything thats been taken from me

I'll be just fine on my own
Where ever i may roam ill walk alone.
taken advantage, torn apart
abandoned and left in the dark
i'll walk alone

3. Abyss
Theres a raging beast inside of me i can no longer hide
Its gonna show its ugly face, becoming too hard too fight
So stay away from me, dont come any closer
Im gonna ruin everything, i cant keep my composure

Dont come to me for your answers i only speak in lies
Dont come to me for your answers i wont be compromised
You wont like what you see, i can no longer hide
You wont like what you see,  just sever the ties

Dont come to me, just stay away from me
What would have been, will remain unseen
I will never know, you will never know, we will never know
because i have to leave.


4. Long goodbyes:
I need to find a way out of here
I need to find an escape
Move out of this glass house so crystal clear
Cause these skies are always a shade of fucking grey

Everywhere i go, i see your face
and its always staring back at me, you ask me how im still alive
I wish i could tell you, been forced in this scene so many times
i had nothing else to turn to

"So close your mouth and dry your eyes
You know i hate to see you cry"
Well i guess thats just another lie,
Paved into this road of long goodbyes

And thats the road im taking home
Ill take it home
Im letting go.

5. Dead Horse
Another one down, another thing i love dying infront of me

A place i thought i could call home. now seems its lost all its

meaning

This rooms feels empty even though its full of faces

The youth is missing and the ones who remain have become jaded

Eager kids have been replaced with elitist parasites

Bring back the fear, bring back the rage, before their only care was hype.

Am i beating a dead horse, can we bring this back to life

Or are your concerns with next big thing all you have in sight

Give em what they want another carbon copy

with a generic sound and cliched words maybe then they'll be happy

Its hard to be sincere, when no one fucking cares

Closed minds standing arms folded, my words fall upon deaf ears

Fuck this room and everyone in it

they couldnt give a shit

theyre only trying to portray an image that they dont truly represent

I see past the facade, and ill salvage all that is left

I'm still here i'm still screaming, i still give a shit.

6. Glory Days
Glory days
My glory days are fading away
When youre young they say that you can be anything
but in my dreams i cant see two feet in front of me
Empty beds and headached heads, constant anxieties
I cant cope with this pressure too succeed

9 to 5s are robbing me of 40 hours every week
and still i struggle to make ends meet
I want back those glory days, back to a time i didnt feel this way
Before shame and hate filled  my everyday

As a kid i had hopes and dreams
But they never told me this is how life would be
And here i stand at 23
with failed hopes and broken dreams

I walk the line, stare at the trains that carry the names
I wanna get on board, and say goodbye to this place
But instead i stay, i need to make my mark, i need to make some change

Cast out by society, exiled into apathy
break the chains restraining me
I will break apathys hold me,
I will break free